YUWEN's

Thought it’s getting better. But when im alone and all is quiet. I think about you ; I can still feel my wounds. As fresh as before. The pain.

I miss you alot :( I hate it that I still keep dreaming of you even though you’re not part of my life anymore.. don’t like waking up feeling empty and sad and brooding over what you said or did in my dreams. It rly hurts to dream abt u. I wake up having withdrawal symptoms. Missing you so much. Sigh. I know you’re overseas already. You prolly expected me to text u to take care but I didn’t. But I tweeted. And I hope you know that the take care was for you.. I rmb last year I baked u cookies to bring it to msia and eat. And wrote u a note asking you to take care and not wander around like a kid and get lost. I rmb conversing thru fb message with you and all the messages were the sweetest things ever. It was our “prime ” period. This time. Last year. I would give almost anything to go back to that time. Sigh. I wonder if you’re doing the same with her. Maybe you’re leaving her sweet fb messages to wake up to. And telling her how much you miss her. Oh wells.. take care of yourself. And boy, I really miss you.:(

Thought I was getting better. Maybe not